Wednesday, October 19, 2011

So what I been doing in past couple of days?
Well I have almost finished Endo( plan to do it tonight), but MCQ which are essential to consolidate and retain what you have review, I haven't been able to do, might be able to do in next couple of days.
Today whole day I spent in doing MCQ from Pretest Psychiatry, and just have finished pyschopharmacology portion(84 MCQs).
Tomorrow is ward day and I'll be attending round and stuff. After the ward I might go to shop few more books( as usual if I would be able to have some money LOL!), whatever book I'll be able to buy I'll post here on face book.
From this coming Sunday I plan to start neurology, first I will start from reviewing head & neck anatomy, I might use DMC museum and  other anatomy  department facilities to have concrete understanding of anatomical structures.
So this is all going on around me interesting or not!



Monday, October 3, 2011

How do you unlearn something!!

Okay it seems some might be curious and think I shouldn't be reading with that much depth or I should have some other pattern of clinical learning /experience! Well they might be right in their given circumstances and parameters, but my situation/background may not be match with their.
I have spend a lots of time in US system of medical profession, studied with sitting along with NYU med student, resident etc, while preparing for USMLE Step 3 and working as clinical research fellow, so my habits and instincts adjust with their orientations and parameters. When I study or do involve in medical practice my mind set with their standers and objectives, I compare myself with them when assessing quality and achievement in a given task. This might not be very sensible/rational thing to do for anyone in such situation like mine, but thing is you can't be defeated unless you yourself accept your defeat! And I haven't accepted that I wasn't eligible to work as physician in US, so I don't feel any reason to adopt anything different!
Honestly I don't try to pertained or be someone, its just I have acquired certain pattern/behavior and unintentionally I keep following it until I adopt something better than that!
So...........